Or is it a paradigm shift. Can you be gaslit into experiencing a paradigm shift? Is this a fundamental change in approach or underlying assumptions leading to a false belief or reality. Was it really out of love or lust? If you're confused i'm fucking confused. confusing. what even is that. I think it was only trauma and some rebelion, maybe unlawful actions of others but i won't exclude myself or retell the things i've said. the disrespect is real, hatred has been experienc

I’ll tell you about writer's block. It's almost like this pit of nothing in the bottom of your stomach. You get hangry. You know? Hungry and angry. Knowing you want and deserve more. your breath stinks. Understanding your potential, and recognizing how influential you could be if you just got out of your own way. why does it then become an object in the mind. .a jedi. Substance? or an illusion- do you think too? A delusion. Thank God for it (& estaban.) if it were to be

The birds gather around me, watching from a distance. Above ground, they listen- in the trees, they look to me, dancing- are they singing, chatting? reminding me that I'm not alone--- how comforting. only free to be just me; not lonely- there is more to life. Let the light be, she's shinning. I closed my eyes - a chirp or a caw- a mix in between. immediately I opened them to perceive; a crow near a branch staring right at me. Started to fly, cawing obnoxiously. a sign. in